Emotional conflict

It’s December.

Life was supposed to get better.

However, these three months have been super tough on me (emotionally, mentally & physically).

Everyday, I ask myself…

“What did I do… to deserve or suffer such injustice? Being subjected to situations that are beyond my control. To feel upset, and to feel like it’s all my fault… Even when things were already spiraling out of control. What could I have done to salvage everything?”

We live alone and we die alone (not meant to be morbid or anything).

So many empty promises to just console my naive heart again and again.

And I believed.

The main question to myself is….

“Should I have believed?”

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